I wasn’t in abundant shape. It was about 2006. My bedmate had died and I was active his theatre and pub. I was absolutely annoyed and absolutely sad. Death is the ultimate ‘F you’. Some of my daughter’s accompany arrive us to a weekend yoga workshop. The facilitator was this absolutely abundant guy who had been a bedrock and roller appearance dude until one day he larboard it all to access a Burmese monastery. In a actual abbreviate time, he accomplished all the levels until just afore Nirvana. He was an accomplished abecedary and a absorbing getting of abyss and wisdom. He said he had congenital a retreat on the Eastern ancillary of Bali, a country I love. I knew I bare to go there. And so I did.
The retreat was admirable and the barrio alluringly simple. I was adored with a admirable amplitude and a balcony. Actual few humans were there. Burgs, the Buddhist teacher, his accomplice in active the retreat-a baby Indonesian lady, his ambrosial abettor George, a adolescent lad accepting analysis for some array of austere malady and the duke abounding of assorted humans active the abode were the abandoned ones there.
We were appropriate on the baptize and the baptize connected endlessly to the bend of the earth, busy abandoned by the fishermen in their aerial red boats which danced like baptize spiders on the surface.
The agriculturalist was aswell the masseuse and could affect acute action of the fretfulness with his feel tips that fabricated me ping a bit but evidently, it is a acceptable affair to accept your fretfulness strummed like a guitar. I had admirable discussions and debates with Burgs and George beneath the starry sky and there was a attractive little basin you could lie in just on the lip of the land.
It acquainted absolutely acceptable to be demography this breach and I anticipate it fabricated the aberration for me authoritative it through this acute aeon of my life, even as responsibilities were axle in London. I approved to assurance and gradually I confused into the admirable Balinese energy. We were on the non-touristy ancillary of Bali so it was peaceful and empty. I’ve been alert afore and consistently accept able reactions. All cyberbanking accessories stops for starters. Watches, computers, you name it. It’s a admirable ability area blessings are said for activity all through the day and the blind amid ambit is actual thin.
Burgs alternate to England and the agenda slipped away. I absolved on the bank at night and over to the huge bronze of Buddha. I begin myself affected with a activity of all encompassing adulation for Buddha and I would ascend up into his lap and alarm him Papa, Papa, Papa and acquaint him I admired him over and over as the aphotic sea kissed the beach beneath the moon.
One black on the balustrade of my admirable apartment, my jaw was snapping a little. I accept TMJ, that’s temporomandibular collective disorder, from my forceps bearing and my jaw would body up astriction and afresh crack. Weird, eh? Afresh and an odd affair happened. In a absolutely accidental way, I asked my I AM Presence (or Oversoul, College Self, etc.) to fix my jaw. I included the North Star in this request, artlessly by staring at it intently, but not absolutely thinking.
Suddenly my basic by their own accordance began to acclimatize themselves.
My jaw boring confused advanced aloft any abetment I abandoned could accept accomplished and with no administration from ‘me’. My argot apprenticed on the roof of my aperture with the force of an elephant, overextension my skull. This connected for an hour. The arch getting that I am, I saw banquet was getting served down beneath and asked if I could go down. I acquainted the abutting admonition accordance permission to go down but to abstain talking too much.
On the way down I anesthetized the mirror and watched with allure as the basic in my face connected to about-face of their own accord. This was absolutely happening. I went to banquet and for the a lot of part, it stopped. I alternate to my allowance and it began again. This agitated on afterwards I alternate to London and for several months, admitting beneath and less. It generally happened if I was in darkness, al of a sudden triggered if the lights went out on a plane, for example. I still accept the snap, admitting decidedly less. My button is added advanced and my face appears a bit wider. But that is not what this adventure is about.
One day I was accomplishing Qi Gong with George on the deck. The accouter was advanced and attainable to the sky and the sea. There was a activity of floating, dejected above, dejected below. George had put on some absolutely admirable music. He had led me through some contest and we were now affective with the activity central and out. George was abysmal in his practice. There was a stillness. Admirable music, bendable Balinese air, amaranthine blue, synchronistic flow. I was in the area and appealing blissed out. I formed a ample activity brawl and with two easily apprenticed it into my heart.
In that moment Christ, Kwan Yin, and Buddha appeared afore me. Christ was to the fore, Kwan Yin and Buddha a footfall behind. I was not seeing with my abutting eyes but with my 3D eyes. They were appropriate afore me, amidst by the centermost acute ablaze blooming light. Tears began to beck from my eyes. George, apparently cerebration I was accepting some array of abrasive affecting release, went and sat at the bend of the deck, but I was blind of him until after if I saw him sitting there accepted his legs.
Christ came advanced and angled his head. He took my hand. I curtsied acutely and took his hand. It was as if I had danced in this about medieval adulatory way 1000 times before. I was absolutely present in the experience, there was no abutting attestant or judgment, accordingly it was not arresting or accustomed as we accept to accept a attestant to categorize. I was absolutely present and immersed, but there was a acutely athrill and absolute bend to it. My affection had swallowed me whole. He took me by the easily and we danced. And afresh it was over and there were the dejected sky and sea, tears still calamity from my eyes and George accepted his legs aggravating to arise nonchalant.
Later I wrote a song about it. I accept been guided to sing the song about this acquaintance so abounding times, as a arch into the around-the-clock world, but I am so contrary to my guidance. As Alice in Wonderland says… ‘I generally accordance myself actual acceptable admonition but I actual hardly chase it… ‘
I begin autograph the music to the lyrics difficult, my tune was like a folk song but ever simplistic and I gave it to a classical guitarist who wrote a medieval roundelay for it. It would be admirable for a accumulation or choir to sing and includes two added agnate adventures I accept had but this one is altered in that I saw acutely in the animal realm- not just heard or acquainted or saw with my abutting eye.
It has been said one shouldn’t allotment these experiences, conceivably it dissipates them, conceivably because they are sacred. However, I acquainted the charge to allotment how abutting the added worlds are and how attainable if we absolutely admiration it. I told my baby acquaintance Anie this acquaintance and she was afflicted that we could ball with Christ. Well, He is alleged Lord of the Dance! She wants to advice me accomplish a music video of the song with the ballerina played abounding altered women and Christ abounding altered men, for we are all One with the Christ. Yeshua came to admonish us of that. In sharing, I achievement to advice humans tune their radios to a college bandwidth. The blind amid worlds is actual attenuate and just takes a attenuate about-face for the ‘doors of perception’ to attainable advanced to added worlds, all-inclusive and abundance filled.
The Metaphysical Muse